Cao Wenjuan s health showed up on police and was facing the intersection of life! After illness, my mind is enlightened: knocking on the golden bell and opening a painting exhibition, and life tur

"When facing the darkness, I often forget that as long as I turn around, the light is behind you." Seven years ago, Cao Wenjuan, director of primary school, faced a crossroads of life, and there was a police report in her health. The bigger setback was that she was the third-time presidential examination. She chose to retire and let go. She was invited to host a broadcast program. When she first tried to cry, she won the Golden Bell Award. After retirement, she also studied painting and held the first ink and wash exhibition in her life.

Cao Wenjuan was a member of the Lin Farmer family. She had to help her family with dragon eyes and lychees since she was a child. "I am really afraid of it." She said that when she was a child, she was most afraid of holidays. As long as she was on vacation, she wanted to help her family's farming. When she was about to go to college, her friends thought that girls didn't have to read too many books. Only the father gave a congratulations and insisted on letting her go to school. She was very grateful for her father's cultivation.

{9 However, she has been very good at taking the exam since she was a child, but she suffered a frustration in the exam for the principal, especially when she was the third exam for the president. She thought that as long as she passed the exam, she would be sure of the oral test. Unexpectedly, she finally got the score at 0.09, and the points were deducted on her most confident oral test.

"The longest distance in the world is that 0.09." Cao Wenjuan said that the chief officer who was very supportive of her that year comforted her, "Okay, if you have such personality, you can only die if you become the captain, just don't do it."

Cao Wenjuan said that if you fail to get the exam for the captain, it should be that Bodhisattva is pointing her and asking her to leave. After she chose to retire the next year, she found out after an examination that the thyroid tumor was already very large. During the treatment period, because her daughter wanted to learn ink painting, she also accompanied her daughter to start learning painting, and since then she has developed a difficult relationship with ink painting creation.

Understanding after illness, practiced the method to earn health

One day after going to the hospital for inspection, she felt very happy. Accompanied by her husband, the two of them drove to the mountain to relax, and kept shouting "Why is it me?" in the middle of the journey. When they got up the mountain, they looked at the head of the mountain and suddenly felt open, thinking, "Why is it not me?" Cao Wenjuan said, "God is going to teach me with this disease." In the past, I was too impatient, and maybe God wanted her to slow down her pace after learning.

"I have been retiring for 7 years, and I have also been curated and practiced books, Cao Wenjuan said that in addition to painting, she also copied books. Writing books is a relaxation for her. Most of her practiced books while standing. Sometimes she even moved her whole body when writing words. It was very similar to practicing Taiyang boxing and practicing Qigong. Sometimes she stopped for 1 or 2 hours, and she sweated, and felt that she practiced books and became healthy until her body became healthy.

Cao Wenjuan believes that the "sense of the ritual" after retirement is very important. For example, she copy and paints regularly every day. She also recommends that retirees do not spend their days, thinking that just read the books by themselves. It is best to find a teacher to learn again, because the teacher will give you a lecture so that you can learn something you don’t know.

Cross-border re-learning. Seeing a more beautiful scenery

After retirement, Cao Wenjuan also invited the police Taichung branch to co-host the youth program "Sky of the Little Sun" with host Zheng Qing. The two of them went out to eat locally and introduced local agricultural specialties. They won the Best Youth Program and the host's double-quality golden bell award. What moved her most was that her father was once a bale farmer and asked her father to introduce the program. Later, her father started a knife due to tongue cancer and could not make any sounds normally. The record of her father in this broadcast program became her treasure.

Recently, Cao Wenjuan held her first personal ink painting exhibition at Changhua Lin Yanchang Hall. She said that she never thought that one day she would open a painting exhibition and try to match each painting with her own creative poems. She never thought that there would be a steady stream of spiritual poems before. She often thought that the transformation after retirement "must be God wants me to learn what will happen" to allow her to see more beautiful scenery.

Why do you want to retire?

Remove the exam and draw a new stage

Cao Wenjuan retired because the exam was 0.09 points lower than the exam, and the thyroid tumors continued to grow in several years, which made her fall into a long-term exam, whether to continue taking the exam or return to a simple teaching job. At that time, her husband reminded her that if she became the principal, she would lose the stage and her voice after retirement and would have nothing left. However, if she started learning painting now, she could have at least another 30 years. In addition, she felt that the educational environment was becoming increasingly evil and she didn't want to be tested to lead her life. She hoped to start over and find another stage to herself.